Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Self-Realized!!!

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The blogger's views are purely emotional, and has nothing against any religious sect. God, if you are reading, please get me the internship I always wanted!!!!
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Yes, don't read, the content is bound to depress you if you are not philosophical or cynical.I am humbled by time. It not only loots away my youth,my memories and my loved ones, above all it never regrets. We cloth ourselves in pretense. We suffocate ourselves trying to believe the image of who we are not. No matter how much you try nothing lasts for ever. Which leads one to question about this depressing world we live in. I would like to meet the almighty , I want to know if we are a part of his own tragic movie. Death by itself is not a final blow, self realization is. Every spiritual book talks about self-realization. I believe in it because it puts the fear of god in me, but I question its validity because I am human. I think this is what passive aggressiveness is all about. I secretly detest something I have chosen to believe and respect.
Let me tell you which part of self-realization has me thinking whether our Creator is a software guy after all. He develops something really awesome like the world with really awesome functionality(food,porn,mmmmm food?) and delivers the damn thing to the customer(err..humans) and tells he/she that the end product is useless because it kind of corrupts your whole system , so contact customer service(hmmm i guess this would be god) to get some gyan on what to do next. Self-realization is attaining god by overcoming desire,love,sorrow,pain,hate etc... Well , can you realize my horror, when I found self-realization I was trying to meet a deadline. I realized the pointlessness of everything. I am a grown adult(trust me I have seen tiny adults) , who has lived life to the maximum till now, and I have realized what it is to be self-realized. You know what's the worst part ? I still have a deadline to meet.
-Me